Sunday, April 23, 2006

hallo. just came back from strikeforce. was a fruitful time. spoke to brother boon. den learnt more on the alpha sequence. so now that part before half time funky is actually called the rock beat. heh. but wads that thing that comes after half time funky again? lol.

service was really really good. the presence really felt so real to me. i couldnt see Him but i knew He was sitting on my right. it was good la. den during worship there was this image that came to me. it was like a red veil. and i just felt compelled to go beyond it. beyond the veil. heh. den it just stopped. wondered wad its all about. and the presence came in a different way today. apart from giving me goosebumps. i really felt him like a wave or a wind that blew. i could feel Him move. it was just so amazing and really no words can describe that experience.

went home. did some chem. quite slow la cus my concepts still rather weak but at least i was productive to some extent. keep it up nic tan! i guess it was great how God made this day better and better as i got along. at first i tot sis yating was alittle snappy in the morning. so i kept thinking, wad did i do wrong. so i started praise and worship and thru the service i just felt the peace of God that came. and that little resentment i had just went away. after service, she was talking to me normally. heh. maybe just morning blues, our cell didnt bring any frens, missed out on a kairos moment. oh wells. nic tan. guess u were paranoid.

the message was really great. u know sometimes we feel like over a short space of time we hear the same things from different people or different sources. heh. dun think of it as sian. i heard this the other day on my moms cd. sometimes its really the Holy Spirit prompting u to investigate deeper or He may be trying to teach u or show u something. like in a literature poem. repitition is used to emphasize something. so wad is true in the natural is also true in the supernatural. heh. so dun get sian when u hear or read the same stuff over and over again. heh. give it some tot. it could be ur next breakthrough.

waiting for John to call me back. heh. ok la. shall do some chem. i think i have a math test tml. oh wells. good nite ppl!

saw a different side of the mango i was so used to today. but dun worry. it really doesnt change anything.

|cowpoo| 9:33 PM|

------